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    Tuesday, October 6th, 2009
    11:56 pm
    9021-HO!
    I now have a rap group. I formed it with a few of my queer friends in san francisco.
    its pretty much electro-sexual-comedy rap shit that should make you want to dance.
    I cant wait to start playing shows and making music videos!!!
    we will defiantly have back up dancers and video hoes that we will fuck backstage!!

    Go check us out/add us if you still read this shizzz
    www.myspace.com/deathstare336

    Current Music: HEATHERS the movie

    (mind grind)

    Monday, October 5th, 2009
    12:11 am
    i cannot wait to be back in my hometown
    no matter how much i love san francisco,
    i feel like im betraying milwaukee for being away for so long..
    i wouldnt be suprised if i got cursed with a fucking blizzard stepping off the plane..
    but i might like that!!

    MAMA IM COMIN HOME!!!!

    Current Music: chloe and courtney kardashian

    (mind grind)

    Monday, February 12th, 2007
    11:03 pm
    finally loves,i got a job,at the video store.i work with people that are overly dedicated to this shit payin joint,i dont do that kinda thing,ever.
    i rent out for free,get to see a different life through films,i enjoy it deeply.
    bout to make some bread so that i can scram off and work it out how i wantsta,out in san franny franny.i have fear running through my blood dont get me wrong,im pretty much distant from loved one,and it might be do to the fact that if im too close to them people that i got locked up in my heart,ill feel to much of whats gonna make me cry when i think of it when im far out.
    make sense to you?

    in any event,i dont really use my phone much at all,unless ima gonna hang out with people.ive become unattached with friends for quite awhile,its alright and sad to me. i still love them,but i have alotta shit on my mind that i need to sort out,and i get distracted very easily.

    my band thats makin its way on through is goin pretty well now,weve got a full set pretty much,we collaborate right off the bat!!
    we might have our breakthrough show in the beginning of next month,ill let you sillys know.

    anyways,lesbians in milwaukee are busted
    i hate those girls that are just experimenting,come on man,fuck a science project,what are we in high school again!!

    enoughes enough, heres: dream-girls-of-the-time-being-list


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    theres more,my computer is just being a piece of shit

    Current Mood: intimidated
    Current Music: BJM

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    Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
    7:32 am
    photos that i took//that i enjoy
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    i want her for x-mas
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    the nephews
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    7:02 am
    the only thing amusing in this town is hanging out in bookstores.
    seriously,its more fun than hanging out in bars,at friends houses,sitting at home,or going to some lame ass parties.
    and i think i read soemthing on here on the lines of "the place to find girls is at the library or grocery store" i couldnt agree more
    i cant wait to blow this joint@!

    Current Music: the zeros-wimp

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    Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
    4:50 am
    i want it clean
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    love of my life
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    second love of my life
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    buy me it
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    this too
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    im going to NYC on the first of the month!!!
    my dream willl be coming to life.
    i used to dream of the place when i was like 4
    im definatly not gonna be doing things 4 year olds would intend to do

    Current Mood: artistic
    Current Music: redd kross-standing in front of poseur

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    Friday, August 25th, 2006
    4:43 pm
    update
    worst summer in the history of my life!
    but fuck that,fall will be the shit,going camping,NYC,detroit,and so far thats it,im saving san francisco for the winter.
    i need to be away from milwaukee as much as i can,
    shits weak den a bich

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    Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
    1:43 am
    after seeing natalie portman on snl doin a "gangta rap skit" ,i instantly fell in love with her hott ass!! shits hilarious
    go check it:http://www.yikers.com/video_natalie_portman_gangsta_rapper.html

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    Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
    1:11 am
    im trying to find a place that i belong
    whatever you have negativly perceived of me is most likely false.
    im basically the most backwards person youll ever meet..
    to distant for my own good

    Current Music: fiona apple

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    Monday, February 27th, 2006
    8:30 pm
    this rocknroll shit is FINALLY starting to row
    get ready world!

    (mind grind)

    Sunday, February 12th, 2006
    1:28 pm
    shrooms will make you want to kill..people..even friends
    on the flip side,we are taking an RV to SF

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    Friday, February 10th, 2006
    2:24 pm
    im becoming more odd as the days go by.
    im going to san francisco in april or may with jaime,ben and joe,shit should be wild,get to see a few people that compel me to feel more alive.
    im still extremely lonely,and im not really embracing it to much.
    ive been learning alot about various animals and how they live,it makes me appreciate my life more.
    the relationship between my dad and i is very strange,i just feel like i cant get across to him,and that affects the relationships that i have with actual friends,were just tooooo much alike,im a cock.
    im very distant and it hurts me alot,i guess i choose to be that way.
    anyhow,Note: you can tell a lot about a person by the way they handle these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled christmas tree lights. people will forget what you said,people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

    (mind grind)

    Sunday, December 11th, 2005
    2:45 am
    i turned into a fuckin iceicle today!i hate this
    in conclusion,once again,where can i get cheap as fuck tickets to get my ass out to california? so far the websites that randoms told me to go to just aint kcikin it,i dont know what their perspective of cheap is..
    let me know

    Current Mood: lonely

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    Thursday, December 8th, 2005
    4:26 pm
    1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
    kind of,definatly not the best

    2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
    probably spitting in some dudes face and being in california

    3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
    my car dying and me cutting my hair

    4) Where were you when 2005 began?
    in SF,california all over the place!!

    5) Who were you with?
    ben n randoms from cali

    6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
    hopefully back in california

    7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
    i wouldnt know

    8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
    didnt have one

    9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
    nope

    10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
    nah

    11) If so who?
    no one

    12) If yes, do they know?
    ..

    14) You regret it?
    yes

    15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
    no

    16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
    yeah,dont remember who they are though,but whatevskies

    17) Who are your favorite friends?
    the girls

    18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
    july,i think

    19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
    no

    20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
    california and florida,so two

    21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
    yeah,a few prolly

    22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
    but of course

    23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
    what pops in my head is i <3 huckabees

    24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
    to many

    25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
    new york dolls 10inch

    26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
    im not sure,but some

    27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
    international noise consiracy was smashing

    28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
    yes sir,and lovin it

    29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
    nahskie

    30) How many people did you kiss in 2005?
    mmm enough

    31) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
    17?

    32) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
    yessm

    33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
    that they had feelings for me,but obviously didnt

    34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
    yes,thatd be one of my regrrets

    35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
    ohhh yeahhhhhhh,FUCK THAT

    36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
    shheeeytt

    37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
    that i havent quit my weak ass job

    38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
    nothing really

    39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
    being lazy,and not taking care of buisness as i should have and still should be doing :)

    40) What are your plans for 2006?
    things amongest things amongest,SUCCESS!!

    Current Mood: drained

    (mind grind)

    Thursday, December 1st, 2005
    11:09 pm
    i wanna be in luv
    last night was pretty random n great
    drank whisky n vodka,whoaaaaaa
    saw a japanese punk band,danced n made out with a random for a bit(hottest leather coat ive seen up close in a minute)
    walked i n the cold
    club ? n 25 cent beers,
    the girls bathroom
    joei spillin beer in ma hair
    tryin to get sarah to dance]
    dancing with some girls girlfreind and her yelling at me
    kid rock hahahah
    paranoia'
    durrrrrrrrrrrrrr
    anyways lets celebrate our asses,lets be glad we got one,or else wed just rupture!!

    Current Music: so so many white white tigers-drumfuck

    5 (thoughts| (mind grind)

    Monday, November 28th, 2005
    1:21 am
    okokokokokokoko
    i have set goals in my head that need to be accomplised ,and they need to be released,so here it goes:

    - get a functioning vehicle
    - go back to california for new years eve
    - get more hours at work
    - put money away in bank
    - buy home appliances
    - buy new key board
    - MOVE THE FUCK OUT OF MY PARENTS HOME,STAT
    thats it for now

    Current Music: bobby dylan,blowin in the wind

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    Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
    2:23 pm
    the snow is premature,just floating around,looking to frighten us,not even hitting the grass.the weather is to warm for it to stay solid,so lets focus on staying sane now,itll get worse later

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    Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
    12:38 am
    how could a person feel so alone,so somber,so dark for so long and not put any effort into changing the circumstances??
    pain from another person just too unbearable,to much of a heavy burden on the mind?
    or are you just so comfortable with your lonesome feelings that have been toying with you for god knows how long?
    is your mind to complicated for your own good?dont know how to put your thoughts into action,due to over thinking everything youre bound to do,faults,stumbles,unwelcoming stares,talking before youve actually finished thinking,expressions not matching with what youre actually pondering
    i have all the answers for my own questions,how astonishing

    Current Music: velvet underground

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    Monday, November 14th, 2005
    12:57 am
    light snow is in the forecast for this week///
    i am definatly not prepared for this,emotionally and apparell wise.
    hit me

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    Saturday, November 12th, 2005
    2:22 pm
    i almost got the hook up with the hottest dude ever last night but no ride!,and get this,he plays a BASS CELLO,hottest shit since they invented the toaster.
    and i thought i was over boys///

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